onsdag 1. april 2009
The hook
mandag 30. mars 2009
He's breathing!
But I still have a long way to go with it. And afterwards I realized what kept me back.
fredag 27. mars 2009
Words on Kurtz
torsdag 26. mars 2009
A new feeling of night
onsdag 25. mars 2009
Searching for Kurtz
And every day I'm shining those boots. Tonight I was at it for close to an hour. I polish them til my mind goes totally blank and my sight grows dim. Maybe Kurtz will come out clearly from that.
mandag 23. mars 2009
Deadlock of the stubborn
But that is not my main problem. The problem is that I wouldn't listen to Øyvinds advice not to do something we have seen recently or many times. I have seen Apocalypse Now maybe six times, and it is my number one favourite film. But since some years had passed since last time I saw it, I thought that wouldn't be a problem. At least that's what I said to myself. But the truth is I just wouldn't listen. Tonight I saw how right Øyvind was when he said that no matter what, Marlon Brando's way of doing the scene will allways stand in the way of my own interpretation. I really felt it tonight, when I made my notes after having been on stage. So much for being stubborn. Maybe that's me being a little bit like Kurtz, in a petty way, and ending up in a deadlock, like him.
Now I'll just have to prove myself by creating my very own Kurtz, against all odds.